My name is Heather Mahoney. I am 38 years old, born in the great state of Alaska. Growing up, I was the chubby kid. I was teased on a the bus and last picked for gym class. My mother put me on my first diet in the 5th grade. I spent my entire life feeling like people wouldn't like or love me if I didn't look a certain way. I couldn't tell you how many annoying fad diets that I've been on in my 38 years. When you start dieting in the 5th grade, there tends to be a lot. I was never active growing up either and never played school sports. I did try sports, I normally quit. I wasn't as good as the other girls. Yet again, always compared to the OTHER GIRLS.
Now 26 years old, and my daughter is born. My thinking began to change. I didn't want to bring up an insecure little girl. I wanted her to be outgoing and to try things that perhaps were a little frightening but only because they're new. Most importantly, to LOVE herself. I found that I had started to get active. I learned to wake board and ride a snow machine. I got out and played with my family and began to have fun! I still had bad eating habits and still doing the fad/crash diets.
About four years ago is when my life changed completely. I was at my all-time heaviest. I was depressed and didn't much like anyone or myself. My quick fix this time was liposuction. Oh yes! I said liposuction. I took out a loan and headed to the plastic surgeon. Oh man, did she throw me for a loop! I was turned down. WHAT??? She looked at me and told me to go to the gym for six months and then come back. She told me whatever I had going on was in my head. She couldn't "fix" that. Needless to say, I was pissed. Who was she to turn me down? I definitely needed a second opinion.
When I got home and told my husband what had happened, he was relieved. He told me to go and get a trainer and to try to work out. Well that was four years ago and since then I am still down 25 lbs. I have run three marathon's and several other races. I wake up every morning and get out of bed and go to the gym.
My next adventure has brought me to the Midnight Sun Muscle Club and I will be competing in my first bikini competition in May 2015. I am super excited for this next chapter in my life. As long as I get up on stage, I cannot fail. I can only grow and become stronger!!!
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